Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
1.4.11
27.3.11
i dont have a dream
hi humbler. how r ya? it has been a really long time i didnt post. so today i wanna psot something. but first, pardon me for the bad english. still learning hehe..
so i still confuse about major i'm going to chose. is it social class? or science class? this thing go round and round in my head. i really dont know what to do.
gue mau ke ips soalnya gue suka ekonomi, trs nanti mau ke stan, trs kerja di accounting deh. enaknya ips tuh pelajarannya cuma hafalan, gampang. bukannya mau sombong, tp emang gue ga begitu kesulitan dalam menghafal. trs kalo di ips gak begitu ngabisin waktu buat belajar, jadi bisa santai dikit. uda gitu katanya lulusan stan itu gajinya gede. tapi gimana ya. gue takut nanti uda kerja eeh gataunya gajinya kecil. makanya gue gak mau mikirin gaji duliu. seberapa jumlahnya, yg penting kerjanya.
tapi gue juga mau ipa. gue suka biologi. nanti mau kuliah di jurusan bioteknologi, tp baru atma yg punya jurusan itu. trs nanti di masa depan tuh, bioteknologi dibutuhin bgt. gue gakbisa diem aja ngeliat dunai ancur. gue pingin bantuin dunia yeah. tp nilai fisika gue kurang. uda gitu kayaknya ipa tuh susah bgt. takutnya hidup gue cuma belajar aja. jadi bingung.
trs gue baru sadar. gue gak punya mimpi men! gue baru sadar sejak gue nonton Up In The Air. jadi tuh di film ada dialog yg bilang 'kenapa anak kecil suka sama atlit? karena mereka berani ngewujudin mimpi mereka' dan itu bikin gue sadar bgt! atlit tuh berani ngambil jalan yang beda. gak kayak orang kantoran yg hidupnya kayak stuck di satu tempat. gue gak mau kayak gitu. gue mau ngejer mimpi gue! tapi gue baru sadar. GUE GAK PUNYA MIMPI!! panic panic panic!
terus kalo gue punya mimpi, dan gue terlalu sibuk ngewujudin mimpi gue, sampe gue lupa utk nikmatin hidup, trs tiba2 Tuhan manggil gue sebelum mimpi gue kewujud (amit2!), terus gimana? gue hidup sia-sia?
atau mungkin, kalo mimpi gue udah kewujud, terus apa? gue harus ngapain??
well, gue baru sadar, gue kan gak punya mimpi -_-
please anybody help me to find a dream. mimpi yang pingin gue raih. because i dont have one. please tell me what to do with it
so i still confuse about major i'm going to chose. is it social class? or science class? this thing go round and round in my head. i really dont know what to do.
gue mau ke ips soalnya gue suka ekonomi, trs nanti mau ke stan, trs kerja di accounting deh. enaknya ips tuh pelajarannya cuma hafalan, gampang. bukannya mau sombong, tp emang gue ga begitu kesulitan dalam menghafal. trs kalo di ips gak begitu ngabisin waktu buat belajar, jadi bisa santai dikit. uda gitu katanya lulusan stan itu gajinya gede. tapi gimana ya. gue takut nanti uda kerja eeh gataunya gajinya kecil. makanya gue gak mau mikirin gaji duliu. seberapa jumlahnya, yg penting kerjanya.
tapi gue juga mau ipa. gue suka biologi. nanti mau kuliah di jurusan bioteknologi, tp baru atma yg punya jurusan itu. trs nanti di masa depan tuh, bioteknologi dibutuhin bgt. gue gakbisa diem aja ngeliat dunai ancur. gue pingin bantuin dunia yeah. tp nilai fisika gue kurang. uda gitu kayaknya ipa tuh susah bgt. takutnya hidup gue cuma belajar aja. jadi bingung.
trs gue baru sadar. gue gak punya mimpi men! gue baru sadar sejak gue nonton Up In The Air. jadi tuh di film ada dialog yg bilang 'kenapa anak kecil suka sama atlit? karena mereka berani ngewujudin mimpi mereka' dan itu bikin gue sadar bgt! atlit tuh berani ngambil jalan yang beda. gak kayak orang kantoran yg hidupnya kayak stuck di satu tempat. gue gak mau kayak gitu. gue mau ngejer mimpi gue! tapi gue baru sadar. GUE GAK PUNYA MIMPI!! panic panic panic!
terus kalo gue punya mimpi, dan gue terlalu sibuk ngewujudin mimpi gue, sampe gue lupa utk nikmatin hidup, trs tiba2 Tuhan manggil gue sebelum mimpi gue kewujud (amit2!), terus gimana? gue hidup sia-sia?
atau mungkin, kalo mimpi gue udah kewujud, terus apa? gue harus ngapain??
well, gue baru sadar, gue kan gak punya mimpi -_-
please anybody help me to find a dream. mimpi yang pingin gue raih. because i dont have one. please tell me what to do with it
25.12.10
can i get an amen? AMEN!
keinginan buat tahun 2011? banyak sih, tp intinya...
1. mulai rutin doa sama baca alkitab.
2. semoga gue, mama, papa, dek ika, oscar, keluarga diberi keselamatan, kesehatan, rejeki, sama iman yg kuat
3. semoga bisa naik kelas dan tetep jadi juara kelas. gue belum tau mau IPA apa IPS tp semoga nanti dpt pencerahan. terus harus rajin belajar.
4. nambah temen sama rasa percaya diri
5. kurus!!! anjrit yg ini susah bgt kayaknya uda bertahun tahun pingin kagak kewujud jugaaa
6. mau ngilangin bad habit yg tidak pantas disebutkan HAHA :p
7. keinginan yg diinginkan sama semua anak kelas 1. ya know!
8. semoga mata gak trambah rusak ya Tuhan amin!
9. rambut makin tebel. kalo tinggi badan ya terserah Tuhan aja. tambah tinggi ayok, segini aja juga gapapa. kalo bisa sih tambah putih yea
10. yg terakhir! semoga gue, mama, papa, dek ika, oscar masih bisa ngeliat tahun 2012 dalam perlindungan Tuhan Yesus Kristus :D
1. mulai rutin doa sama baca alkitab.
2. semoga gue, mama, papa, dek ika, oscar, keluarga diberi keselamatan, kesehatan, rejeki, sama iman yg kuat
3. semoga bisa naik kelas dan tetep jadi juara kelas. gue belum tau mau IPA apa IPS tp semoga nanti dpt pencerahan. terus harus rajin belajar.
4. nambah temen sama rasa percaya diri
5. kurus!!! anjrit yg ini susah bgt kayaknya uda bertahun tahun pingin kagak kewujud jugaaa
6. mau ngilangin bad habit yg tidak pantas disebutkan HAHA :p
7. keinginan yg diinginkan sama semua anak kelas 1. ya know!
8. semoga mata gak trambah rusak ya Tuhan amin!
9. rambut makin tebel. kalo tinggi badan ya terserah Tuhan aja. tambah tinggi ayok, segini aja juga gapapa. kalo bisa sih tambah putih yea
10. yg terakhir! semoga gue, mama, papa, dek ika, oscar masih bisa ngeliat tahun 2012 dalam perlindungan Tuhan Yesus Kristus :D
27.11.10
living the dream
every one must has their own plan about their future. some people wanna be famous one day, some wanna be a doctor, everyone wants a bright future. yes, everyone has a plan.
but me? i dont really know what will I be in the future. i'm afraid planning about future. afraid that my plan will not going on.
until one day, mr sonni, my teacher, told me not to afraid about future. it is fun to imagine your fututre. and i realize that i dont need to be afraid. i have future because i have Jesus in my life. the only thing i need is effort and pray.
so, i think i want to imagine my future.
i will go to 11th grader science in July 2011. i will study hard, especially about math because i want to be an architech one day.
then i will go to 12th grader in July 2012, do that year wonderfully, then graduate beautifully.
after that, i will go to college, and go to technich departement in UI or maybe search for schoolarship. i really wish i could study architechture in Dubai, because that country has the best buildings in the world.
i will study hard, then graduate college. after graduate, i wanna have a job, and have great carreer. i want to make my parent and my family proud. i wanna see they smile because of me. i wanna see my family praise Lord because what Lord will give to me.
and in 26-28 years old, i wanna get married with the one i love & who loves me for the way I am. then we will build a family. a happy small family. with a son and a daughter. haha how cute :3 i want to give my parent grandchildren. i want to have family but also have a good carreer. i hope i can do both.
in the age of 40, i will quit my job and start to do my own little bussiness, because i want to give my time to my family, but also making money. i wanna see my children grow up and achieve their dream. i wanna see them as smart and kind teenager. then my children will go to college, have job, then be successful.
i also want them to marry their true love, then my husband and i will have beautiful and handsome and nice grandchildren.
in the age of 60, i will do a lot of pray. my children will protect their parent. my grandchildren will take care their grandparent. i will have a lot of love around me.
until one day, i will ready to go back to God's home in heaven. there, I will meet my parent, my grandparents, my aunts & uncles, my family, my old friends, my teachers, my husbands, and everybody that has passed away before me. and ofcourse, i will meet Jesus. there, together we will live in peace and love forever.
well, that's all my plan about future. but idk if i can achieve those dreams. because is not ours the see. que sera-sera (?)
but me? i dont really know what will I be in the future. i'm afraid planning about future. afraid that my plan will not going on.
until one day, mr sonni, my teacher, told me not to afraid about future. it is fun to imagine your fututre. and i realize that i dont need to be afraid. i have future because i have Jesus in my life. the only thing i need is effort and pray.
so, i think i want to imagine my future.
i will go to 11th grader science in July 2011. i will study hard, especially about math because i want to be an architech one day.
then i will go to 12th grader in July 2012, do that year wonderfully, then graduate beautifully.
after that, i will go to college, and go to technich departement in UI or maybe search for schoolarship. i really wish i could study architechture in Dubai, because that country has the best buildings in the world.
i will study hard, then graduate college. after graduate, i wanna have a job, and have great carreer. i want to make my parent and my family proud. i wanna see they smile because of me. i wanna see my family praise Lord because what Lord will give to me.
and in 26-28 years old, i wanna get married with the one i love & who loves me for the way I am. then we will build a family. a happy small family. with a son and a daughter. haha how cute :3 i want to give my parent grandchildren. i want to have family but also have a good carreer. i hope i can do both.
in the age of 40, i will quit my job and start to do my own little bussiness, because i want to give my time to my family, but also making money. i wanna see my children grow up and achieve their dream. i wanna see them as smart and kind teenager. then my children will go to college, have job, then be successful.
i also want them to marry their true love, then my husband and i will have beautiful and handsome and nice grandchildren.
in the age of 60, i will do a lot of pray. my children will protect their parent. my grandchildren will take care their grandparent. i will have a lot of love around me.
until one day, i will ready to go back to God's home in heaven. there, I will meet my parent, my grandparents, my aunts & uncles, my family, my old friends, my teachers, my husbands, and everybody that has passed away before me. and ofcourse, i will meet Jesus. there, together we will live in peace and love forever.
well, that's all my plan about future. but idk if i can achieve those dreams. because is not ours the see. que sera-sera (?)
26.2.10
Break From Bloging
hey humbler! for this time, i can't publish any post because of my busyness in school. yea. i'm in the 9th grade now. i have so much test. i think i want to spent this time with study and study, because i hope i can get the best result. but after all of that fuckin test, i'll promise to post a lot. thank humbler!
but if you want to know more about me, just add Christine Francia Kinzky on fb. or maybe you can follow my twitter @kinzkyw. and dont forget add my msn beep.waks@live.com
THANKS mwah! :3
RNCJO
but if you want to know more about me, just add Christine Francia Kinzky on fb. or maybe you can follow my twitter @kinzkyw. and dont forget add my msn beep.waks@live.com
THANKS mwah! :3
ini gue yg uda stres belajar. makanya foto-foto kaya orang gila HEE -.-"
RNCJO
11.12.09
Perjuangan Kita Ga Berakhir Sampai Disini
8 hari udah kita laluin sama-sama memperjuangkan nilai semester 1. Ulangan umum yang berlangsung dari tgl 2 hingga 11 november 2009 berlangsung lancar. Kita udah ngasih yang terbaik sekuat tenaga. Semoga hasilnya juga baik & memuaskan.
Tapi ini bukan akhir perjuangan kita. Masih banyak yang harus kita tempuh! Tapi asal kita niat, terus berusaha & ngelakuin ini sama-sama.. gue yakin kita pasti BISA :D
Buat temen-temen gue SEMUA, terutama TARAKANITA3 2010... Tetap semangat ya! Jangan putus asa buat terus berjuang.
"We can make change and be better if we stand together as ONE!"
Tapi ini bukan akhir perjuangan kita. Masih banyak yang harus kita tempuh! Tapi asal kita niat, terus berusaha & ngelakuin ini sama-sama.. gue yakin kita pasti BISA :D
Buat temen-temen gue SEMUA, terutama TARAKANITA3 2010... Tetap semangat ya! Jangan putus asa buat terus berjuang.
"We can make change and be better if we stand together as ONE!"
2.11.09
I Gotta Crush On Them!
Jack Barakat! dia itu salah satu personil nya All Time Low. Gua suka sama Jack soalnya dia gokil, lucu, keren, dan jago main gitar nya. He's rock bgt deh pokoknya!
Alex Turner! YaTuhan gue suka banget sama alex!!! pingin bgt punya cowo kaya dia (tapi mustahil kayaknya) Alex itu vokalis nya Arctic Monkeys. Dia itu cakep, keren, dan katanya dia punya keturunan korea nya hahaha..
SERIUS GUA LUPA NAMA DIA SIAPA! tapi yang pasti dia itu pernah main di Harry Potter dan sempet jadian sama Hermione. OMG body nya atletis bgt! ya pokokya dulu gue pernah suka lah sama dia
Ario Wahab! Dia itu cowo asli Indoesia. dulu waktu rambutnya gondrong gue ga suka. eh semenjak dia potong rambut dan jadi vokalis The Dance Company, gua jadi suka bgt sama dia!! ah tapi sayang sih udah punya istri *kecewa*
Adam Sevani! Dia pemeran Moose di Step Up 2. sebenernya sih muka nya ga cakep-cake amat. body nya juga ga bagus. tapi gue suka bgt sama peran dia di step up! jadi dia tuh berperan jadi cowo yg geek & freak gitu. di sekolahnya dia ga punya temen. sampe suatu hari dia nunjukin kemampuannya! dan ternyata dia jago bgt nge dance!! nah semenjak itu lah gue suka sama dia :))
Michael Buble! Astaga suaranya!! gua suka bgt sama suaranya Michael Buble. lagunya enak semua pula. gua suka semua lagunya, tanpa terkecuali. mana muka nya juga ga jelek. cakeeeep
Chris Pine! Dia pemain film Just My Luck. ada beberapa film yang dia bintangin tapi gua lupa. tapi yang pasti gua suka bgt sama dia! mukanya manis, alim, kayak orang baik-baik :)
Kim Bum! Dia salah satu pemain di BBF. Dulu gua suka dia, tapi sekarang ga begitu hehehe..
Steven Gerrard!!!!! dia pirst lop (first love) gua nih HAHAHA! gua suka sama gerrard uda sejak kelas lima SD. dia tuh jago bgt main bolanya, mana keren, baik, body nya bagus! AAAAAAA gua suka ngt sama dia. tapi sayang dia uda punya istri. makanya sekarang dia gua jadiin bapak ke2 gua aja dah (bapak pertama itu bapak gua beneran hahaha)
nah itu tadi cowo-cowo yang gua idola kan. cakep semua kan? hahaha ai lap yu pul lah! :))
9.10.09
The Never Ending Hope
Just remember back to the past
When we were just kids
It was the first time I met the boy like him
He was different from the other!
I see hisface and he looked at me
He smile for me
And that time I knew
That I've found the meaning of love!
Just look at his smile, then I know that I'm still have happiness!
I hope that someday that smile will be mine!
I hope that I'm the one who will have his smile
Hope we can be together
But it just hope!
my love ended before it's begun!!!!!
He goes don't know where to go
Without say goodbye & I'll be missing you!!
It's just a HOPE!!
Now, the only thing that I can do is JUST WAIT!
Wait for him
Hope that one day he will be back and says that he miss me
Hope he says that I'm the one who you adore
Again!
But it's just hope!
Even, my-never-ending-hope would hurt me so bad,
I'll prove that!
I don't care how hurt it is
It don't really matter if it could break me deep down in the heart
But waiting for you is the most beautiful thing to do
This post is dedicated to you!
Love,
Kistin
When we were just kids
It was the first time I met the boy like him
He was different from the other!
I see hisface and he looked at me
He smile for me
And that time I knew
That I've found the meaning of love!
Just look at his smile, then I know that I'm still have happiness!
I hope that someday that smile will be mine!
I hope that I'm the one who will have his smile
Hope we can be together
But it just hope!
my love ended before it's begun!!!!!
He goes don't know where to go
Without say goodbye & I'll be missing you!!
It's just a HOPE!!
Now, the only thing that I can do is JUST WAIT!
Wait for him
Hope that one day he will be back and says that he miss me
Hope he says that I'm the one who you adore
Again!
But it's just hope!
Even, my-never-ending-hope would hurt me so bad,
I'll prove that!
I don't care how hurt it is
It don't really matter if it could break me deep down in the heart
But waiting for you is the most beautiful thing to do
This post is dedicated to you!
Love,
Kistin
7.10.09
5.10.09
Things To Do Before 20
Holla guys! I wanna share a post about my wishes. Actually, it's not my wishes. It's like "things that I want to do before I'm 20"
For me, live is just like playground. So many game that you can play. Many things that you can try, learn, do! Even you don't have to won that game..
Hmmm.. I don't know where to start this. Let's start with..
1. Done my yearbook as well as it can be!
Sebagai ketua, I want my yearbook is different from any yearbook before
2. Being one of Santa Ursula's student!
God, I really want this one!! LOL
3. Kuliah di luar negeri!
HAHAHA yg ini mimpi bgt. But, who knows that one day this dream would come true
4. Mau lanjut les biola!
I can't stop about this one. I just can't get enough about playing violin! Mohon ke mama supaya dibolehin les biola itu SUSAHNYA minta ampun! Makanya gue harus terus les (kecuali kalo kuliah di luar negeri LOL)
5. Mau ngebuat satu lukisan yg bisa bikin gue bangga.
I don't care if no one muji lukisan gue. Tp kalo lukisan itu bisa bkn gue bangga, hmmm :)
6. Pingin bisa dance!
Okay, it's totaly weird! But, I really adore all the hip-hop dancer. I think it's amazing that you can shake your body without kecapekan
7. Be a basketball player!
I want to be a good at basket for sure. Menurut gue, keren aja kalo cewe jago main basket!
8. Make english as my daily language!
This one is so hard to do. But it's possible, right?
9. Pingin bisa renang bolak-balik 30kali di kolam renang Alfa Indah tanpe kecapekan
10. Can speak Perancis (what's bahasa perancis in english?) Well! Gue uda suka bgt sama Perancis sejak kecil.
11. Have a good habit!
Entah dari makanan, sikap, kebiasaan. Pokoknya gue mau hidup sehat! Uda banyak bgt penyakit yg bersarang di badan gue
12. Pingin mainin lagu "You Raise Me Up" , "Beauty and the Beast" , sama "The Prayer" pake biola
13. Bisa naik metromini/bus/kendaraan umum sendiri
14. Mau travel dan ikut kegiatan pecinta alam. Ngerasain yg namanya diving, surfing, pokoknya gitu-gitu dah!
15. Pingin punya good taste of photography!
16. Ngebahagiain orang yg gw sayang!
Gue uda janji, dan bakal gue tepatin! Just wait ;D
17. Proud of myself! :)
Okay, that's 17 things that I really wanna do before I'm 20! Susah sih buat diwujudin (apalagi yg no 3) tapi asal punya niat dan trs usaha, nothing is impossible!
"If it can be dreamed, it can be done"
"It's about do what you love, then love what you do!"
"There's no happy ending in real life! - Why not? It's a fairytale! Anything can happen"
"Making your dream come true isn't easy. BUT IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE"
L,
Kistin c:
For me, live is just like playground. So many game that you can play. Many things that you can try, learn, do! Even you don't have to won that game..
Hmmm.. I don't know where to start this. Let's start with..
1. Done my yearbook as well as it can be!
Sebagai ketua, I want my yearbook is different from any yearbook before
2. Being one of Santa Ursula's student!
God, I really want this one!! LOL
3. Kuliah di luar negeri!
HAHAHA yg ini mimpi bgt. But, who knows that one day this dream would come true
4. Mau lanjut les biola!
I can't stop about this one. I just can't get enough about playing violin! Mohon ke mama supaya dibolehin les biola itu SUSAHNYA minta ampun! Makanya gue harus terus les (kecuali kalo kuliah di luar negeri LOL)
5. Mau ngebuat satu lukisan yg bisa bikin gue bangga.
I don't care if no one muji lukisan gue. Tp kalo lukisan itu bisa bkn gue bangga, hmmm :)
6. Pingin bisa dance!
Okay, it's totaly weird! But, I really adore all the hip-hop dancer. I think it's amazing that you can shake your body without kecapekan
7. Be a basketball player!
I want to be a good at basket for sure. Menurut gue, keren aja kalo cewe jago main basket!
8. Make english as my daily language!
This one is so hard to do. But it's possible, right?
9. Pingin bisa renang bolak-balik 30kali di kolam renang Alfa Indah tanpe kecapekan
10. Can speak Perancis (what's bahasa perancis in english?) Well! Gue uda suka bgt sama Perancis sejak kecil.
11. Have a good habit!
Entah dari makanan, sikap, kebiasaan. Pokoknya gue mau hidup sehat! Uda banyak bgt penyakit yg bersarang di badan gue
12. Pingin mainin lagu "You Raise Me Up" , "Beauty and the Beast" , sama "The Prayer" pake biola
13. Bisa naik metromini/bus/kendaraan umum sendiri
14. Mau travel dan ikut kegiatan pecinta alam. Ngerasain yg namanya diving, surfing, pokoknya gitu-gitu dah!
15. Pingin punya good taste of photography!
16. Ngebahagiain orang yg gw sayang!
Gue uda janji, dan bakal gue tepatin! Just wait ;D
17. Proud of myself! :)
Okay, that's 17 things that I really wanna do before I'm 20! Susah sih buat diwujudin (apalagi yg no 3) tapi asal punya niat dan trs usaha, nothing is impossible!
"If it can be dreamed, it can be done"
"It's about do what you love, then love what you do!"
"There's no happy ending in real life! - Why not? It's a fairytale! Anything can happen"
"Making your dream come true isn't easy. BUT IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE"
L,
Kistin c:
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