i promise :')

hey dad, hey mom. how are you? i always hope that you are all fine. mom, dad, i wanna say something to you. sorry if i only type this at blog. because i'm not brave enough to say it to you.
mom, dad, thanks for everything. thanks for all the love you have given to me. thanks for give me everything. you give me love. you give me care. you give me lesson. you teach me enything. about life. about love. about everything.
mom, dad, i promise to make you happy and proud. i will always try to make you smile. i'm not gonna let you down. i really wanna see that smile on your face.
sorry, if i hurt you. sorry if i cant be perfect. sorry if i cant be what you want. but i'll try!
God, i'm begging You. dont take them before i can make them smile and proud. dont take them before i can make them happy.
mom, dad -again- thanks a million for everything! you are my everything because you give me everything :')

love,
christine

cant hardly wait!!!

pain
malam dana
pain
konfoi
pain
that-BIG-event
pain
bang edo's wedding
pain
ulangan umum
pain
bagi raport
pain
CHRISTMAS!!!!!
HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!
NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pain

well, they say "no pain no gain" right? :p

#hescutebut my BFF likes him

HA HA HA TAEE jangan sampe ya gua ngalamin yg namanya kaya gini!!

Btw, gue belum salam nih. Holla humbler! Mau cerita nih. Kenapa gue kasi judul itu? Dan kenapa dengan paragraf pembuka yg kaya gitu? Well, kalo kita liat banyak bgt ya yg namanya perselingkuhan, penghianatan, ya gitu gitu deh. Gila ya masih smp uda kaya gitu, gimana lagi nanti uda gede?

Kalo gitu kita mulai aja dari sebuah perumpamaan!
Jadi A sama B uda lama sahabatan (mereka cewe). Nah suatu hari si A suka sama C (si C itu seorang cowo). Akhirnya mereka mulai deket kan tuh! Sampe akhirnya jadian. Ehh ternyata si B tuh kaya yg pingin kenal jg sama si C gitu. Dan begonya si C mau kenalan jg! Ya jadilah semuaaa
Terus lama-lama deketkan. Eh lama-lama si B suka sama C, pacar sahabatnya sendiri! Dan si C jg mulai respect kan tuh. Nah si A ga tau apa-apa ttg semuanya..

Nahh kalo uda kaya gini bingung deh! Mau gimana?

Hmm menurut kalian siapa sih yg salah? Siapa yg jadi korban? Dan apa yg harus dilakukan agar masalah selesai?

Menurut gua sendiri sih, yg salah adalah B dan C! B itu kaya ngasih harapan ke si C. Trs si B ga inget kalo C itu cowo sahabatnya. Si C jg salah! Mau aja kegoda Bitch

Well, gue sendiri sih ga tau ya kalo hal ini terjadi sama gua yaaa.. Tp gue ada saran nih.

Buat si B:
Ga usah kecentilan! Ya mungkin awalnya cuma mau kenal ya. Cuma mau jd sahabat. Tp lama lama jadi suka kan?! Kalo uda gini, gimana? Itu namanya lo penghianat tau ga! LO GA PUNYA HATI! Suka sama cowo sahabat lo sendiri! OhmyGod kalo gue sih mending ke laut aja yaaaa!
Kalo lu mau jadi sahabat, ga gitu jg kali caranya! Lo tuh kaya ngasih harapan ke si C! Dan akhirnya lu cuma bakal mendapatkan satu hal. Kehilangan sahabat dan temen sekaligus. Bahkan kalo gua rasa sih yaaa dunia ga bakal percaya lg sama ANJING kaya lo! Soalnya lo uda jahat bgt sih! Ha Ha kasiaaan dech ("dech" nya pake c ya. Biar alay dikit. Sama kaya si B)

Buat si C:
Inget dong! Lo tuh punya cewe yg sayang bgt sama lo. Jangan pernah mau kegoda sama bitch yg berkeliaran di luar sana. Tetaplah bersarang di hati cewe lo. Kalo misalnya lu suka sama B, putusin si A dulu, baru jadian sama B! Jangan digantungin gitu..
Dan apa lo ga kasian sama si A? Ngeliat mantannya (yaitu lo) jadian sama sahabatnya sendiri (si B) !! Rasanya sakit bgt tau ga weyyy

Buat si A:
Menurut gua lo tuh korban ya disini. Kenapa lo harus sahabatan sama B?? Ga ada orang yg lbh ancur lg apa?? Orang kaya B itu ga pantes buat punya temen! Karna sekalinya punya temen, temennya bakal dimakan (ditusuk dari belakang)
Ya saran gue sih sabar aja deh suatu hari orang jahat bakal dapet balesan nya kok! Dan percaya deh kalo lo sabar, hal indah bakal ada sama lo terus!
Mungkin ini udah saatnya lo harus GANTI SAHABAT & GANTI PACAR :)


Well, itu saran gua! Menyesatkan memang, tapi sebagai awam kaya gua, itu manusiawi bgt kok =]

FYI:cerita yg ABC itu buatan gua. Itu bukan siapa-siapa kok. Tapi kalo ngerasa ya gapapa (biar malu sekalian yeee)
DANNN kalo lo ngerasa, pleas bgt ya! Koreksi diri lo!
Jangan tanya sama gue "ini siapa?" "Kenapa?" "Si B itu siapa?"
Tapi tanya sama diri lo sendiri "apa gue kaya gitu ya?" "Apa gue udah jd sahabat/pacar yg setia" "apa gue pernah ngelakuin sama sahabat gue, tp gue ga sadar ya?"

"If you wanna make the world a better place, take alook at YOURSELF then make a change!"

You're Not Here

The Never Ending Hope

Just remember back to the past
When we were just kids
It was the first time I met the boy like him
He was different from the other!

I see hisface and he looked at me
He smile for me
And that time I knew
That I've found the meaning of love!
Just look at his smile, then I know that I'm still have happiness!

I hope that someday that smile will be mine!
I hope that I'm the one who will have his smile
Hope we can be together

But it just hope!
my love ended before it's begun!!!!!
He goes don't know where to go
Without say goodbye & I'll be missing you!!

It's just a HOPE!!
Now, the only thing that I can do is JUST WAIT!
Wait for him
Hope that one day he will be back and says that he miss me
Hope he says that I'm the one who you adore

Again!
But it's just hope!

Even, my-never-ending-hope would hurt me so bad,
I'll prove that!
I don't care how hurt it is
It don't really matter if it could break me deep down in the heart
But waiting for you is the most beautiful thing to do


This post is dedicated to you!
Love,

Kistin

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms



OMG I love this song!!
Love,

Kistin :)

Apa Pintar Bisa Bikin Bahagia?

Hey tweeps.. Gue mau curhat nih.. Beberapa hari ini, terlintas beberapa pertanyaan & pikiran aneh di otak gue!

Jadi nih ya, banyak orang bilang ke gue "jadi orang jgn pinter-pinter, ntar stress" ya pokoknya gitu lah! Katanya kalo jadi orang terlalu pinter bisa stres, emosian, tulalit.. Ya gitu-gitu..

Terkadang gue juga mikir, emang kalo kita pinter, uda pasti bahagia ya? Uda pasti hidup nya sukses ya? Uda pasti kita bahagia ya? NGGAK KAN??!

Gue paling takut deh, misalnya smp&sma gue uda belajar capek-capek, mati-matian.. Eh nanti uda gede nya gue ga sukses. Gue ga bahagia.. Terkadang tuh pikiran kaya gitu selaluuuu aja terlintas!

Nah sekarang gue mikir, gue mau tetep lanjut jadi anak pinter apa jadi anak biasa aja? Soalnya kalo kita pinter, blm tentu kita bahagia kan?

Gue lagi krisis identitas bgt nih! Ga tau, mau kaya gimana.. Tertekan mennn

Nah sampe suatu hari gue mikir gini
"Gue ga butuh nilai A+ utk bahagia"
Gue tuh ga perlu jadi anak pinter biar bisa bahagia. Gue ga harus pinter biar bisa sukses di masa depan!

Tapi tiba-tiba hati kecil gue ngomong
"Kalau gue bisa meraih nilai itu, kenapa ngga?"
Gue emang ga butuh pinter utk bisa bahagia.. Tapi, KALO GUE BISA JADI ANAK PINTER, KENAPA NGGA??!!

Mungkin Tuhan udah ngasih otak yg pinter ke gue dan gue harus ngembangin berkat yg Tuhan kasih ke gue! Mungkin gue harus ngembangin kemampuan gue utk menolong sesama nanti..

Sekarang gue jadi sadar!

Mau lo pinter, ga pinter, mau lo kaya, ga kaya, mau lo cantik/ganteng, ataupun ngga.. Itu semua anugerah Tuhan! Kemampuan orang beda-beda, rejeki orang beda-beda.

Dan mungkin gue kedapetan yg pinternya.. Nah gue harus ngembangin apa yg Tuhan kasi buat gue..

Ya inilah yg gue dapet! Buat apa ngeluh lagi? Kao gue minta bantuan Tuhan, dan terus berjuang, gue yakin kok bisa dapet yg terbaik! :)


"Aku tidak membutuhkan nilai A+ utk memperoleh kebahagiaan!" --- "Tapi, kalau aku bisa meraihnya, kenapa tidak?" - Christine Francia