my baby

hello humbler!!! wanna post something about my imagination. let's just use bahasa for this one, k?

jadi pokoknya langusng ke intinya, gue nyoba nyatuin muka gue dengan bias gue, what will mamy baby look like gituu. nah jadinya begeneeee

1. Chanyeol

(kinan tried this)

kalo yg ini mukanya pipi semuaaa karena gue dan chnyeol tembem

terus gue nyoba lagi kan, jadi gini:

(gue ga percaya anaknya bule, jadi gue hapus fotonya, eeeh ternyata sama suho...)

terus gue nyoba lagi, jadi :

yg ini mirip leo mblaq's baby

daaan gue nyoba lagi kaaan (HAHAHA) jadinya buleee:

duuuh gemes bgtttt. jadi gue sama chanyeol punya 4 anakkk. yg pertama cowok, ke-2 cewek, ke-3 cowok, terakhir cowok :3 *mulai memikirkan nama*

2. Kyuhyun

speechless about this one

3. Onew

gemeyyy dan mukanya super chinese hehehe

4. GO

itu mirip sama onew btg-_- terus gue nyoba lagi

yg ini GO abis mukanya, gue suka bgtttt :)

5. Kris

(kinan tried this)

ini didominasi muka kris, terutama mata (dari semuanya, bayi gue ngikut mata gue, cuma ini yg ngikut mata bapaknyaa ahahahaha)

terus gue nyoba lagi:

gemesss

6. suho

shockkkk kenapa bisa bule-______- tapi gantenggg

7. baekhyun

innocent abis mukanya

8. luhan

gue waktu bayi kayak gini mukanyaa

9. tao

anak gue dan tao jadi muka anak bandel-_-

kekekekei-pop!

heyo humbler! wassupppp :D

long time no post yea. so i wanna post something about my favorite singers or rappers or dancers from k-pop (we call it our 'bias')

I like some korean boybands. and here they are my bias list:

1. Kyuhyun (Cho Ghyuhyun) from Super Junior

1. Onew (Lee Jinki) from SHINee

1. Chanyeol (Park Chan Yeol) from EXO

1. G.O (Jung Byung Hee) from MBLAQ

so, yeah, i have 4 bias that i really love. they're all number 1. i cant choose which one i love more because i love them all!!

and i kinda like them too...

Kris (Wu Yi Fan) from EXO-M

Nickhun (Nickhun Harvejkul) from 2PM

G-Dragon (Kwon Ji Yong) from Big Bang

SimonD (Jung Ki Suk)

Kwangmin (Jo Kwang Min) from Boyfriend

Yoseob (Yang Yo Seob) from B2ST

well, i like some girlbands too, they are

Sooyoung from SNSD

Yuri from SNSD

Sandara from 2NE1

Min from Miss A

Victoria from F(X)

that's all guys!! see you at the next post teehee. byeee!

ps : the pictures are not mine

2012 i will

save money so that i can buy a new violin. i will name it easter (maybe) :)

learn how to drive car and motorcycle

learn how to use public transportations

love to learn how to cook :3

love is

I feel like I'm shadowed by hazy stars above me.
And they're all shining bright for me.
I've seen days of chaos, winter rains that wouldn't leave.
But I came clean cause I believed.

I wanna find love and I wanna keep it.
I had it once but I didn't mind leaving it.
But I was younger then, and I learned everything alone.
Alone.

Love is an aeroplane. It can travel across the world.
And lift you high above, and still it'll never change.
Love is a gentle word, even when your pride is hurt.
Won't turn you away. Won't bring up yesterday.

Even though the days grow, longer by the minute.
I know there is hope in hope itself.
When I'm growing tired, and I feel faith is drifting.
I remember love is what I'm working toward.

Love is a heavy kiss when you don't deserve it.
It forgives, forgets, it never turns it’s back on you.
Love is an empty cup. It takes time to fill it up.
Even when you can't see it you can fill it lifting you.

Love is, love is, love is everything.
Love is, love is, love is everything.

i dont wanna...

give up. I will fight as hard as I can. I don't wanna quit. Because I believe that my problems is not bigger than my God. If He helps me, it means He wants me to have faith. But if He didn't, it means He trusted me. I believe that God has plan. God knows the best for me and for everyone :)

comment about "someday"

no, that day wont come!
i cant wait anymore. i have to stop this. i have to get a life. because something better is sbout to start over there. i believe :)

satu hal yg gue percaya

hai humbler. mau cerita nih. jadi baru-baru ini gue baca ulang buku nya  radit yang mmj. ceritanya tentang kehidupan cintanya radit. gue suka bgt sama buku itu soalnya banyak quotes simple tapi dalam, kayak:
"apa yg salah dari orang yg terlalu dalam sayang sama orang lain?"
"orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam, pada akhirnya hanya bisa jatuh cinta sendirian"
"semua hal uda bergerak maju dengan kecepatan yg gak bisa gue prediksikan sebelumnya"
"entah kenapa, setelah 7 tahun, selai kacang di lidah gue, masih terasa hambar"
"kalo cinta bisa bikin rasa tai jadi rasa coklat, cinta yg gak terbalas bisa bikin rasa coklat jadi rasa tai"
"tapi gue inget. gue inget setiap detail yg terjadi malem itu"

quotes-quotes itu bener-bener dalem dengan bahasa yg simple. mmj nya radit bikin gue belajar banyak hal.
hal itu bikin gue sadar kalo kita nggak boleh terpaku sama satu orang aja. kita nggak bisa teru-terusan nunggu dan ngeharepin seseorang. kita harus mulai berhenti nunggu dan berhenti ngarepin hal yg uda gak mungkin.
kita nggak bisa egois, hanya mau sama orang yg kita sayang. kita nggak boleh nutup mata hati kita hanya untuk satu orang. terkadang kita harus buka mata, terus ngeliat siapa yg bener-bener ada di sekeliling kita dan mau nungguin kita. orang-orang yg mau nerima kekurangan kita apa adanya. orang-orang yg uda nungguin kita, dan gak pernah ngerasa capek.
gue emang nggak ngerti dengan konsep "jodoh". aneh banget kalo 1 orang manusia hanya ditakdirkan untuk 1 orang manusia jg. gimana sama mereka yg poligami/poliandri? apa mereka punya banyak jodoh? terus gimana sama mereka yang cerai? apa mereka salah jodoh? terus gimana bisa mereka nikah kalo pasangannya bukan jodoh mereka. terus gimana sama orang yg gak nikah? apa jodoh mereka nggak ada?
gue bener-bener nggak ngerti sama semua itu. yg gue ngerti, Tuhan uda nyiapin yg terbaik buat kita. dia tau apa yg kita butuh. dan kita juga harus berusaha.
lo harus yakin kalo suatu hari nanti lo bakal ketemu soulmate lo. dimana hanya dia satu-satunya org yg lo pikirin. hanya dia yg bisa bikin lo seneng. dan lo cuma mau sama dia terus. dan lo bakal ngelakuin apa aja hanya biar dia nggak ngerasa sedih. lo bakal ngerasa cocok dan ngerasa bisa saling ngelengkapin. dan rasanya semua perjalanan lo uda lengkap dengan hadirnya dia. dan lo berdua bisa mulai perjalanan baru. lo berdua bakal ngelaluin semuanya bareng-bareng.
gue yakin hari itu bakal dateng.

hello weekend :)

i've been expecting you since monday. then you're finally here. please be awesome and dont go so fast.

someday

that day will come.
the day when you realize my love. the day when you realize everything i've done.
the day when you willl love me back. the day when you adore me for the way i am.
the day when you care. and you want to be with me more than anything.
i'm waiting for that day :)
i had been, i am, and i will always waiting!

he was never in my vocabulary.

until one day he became the only word i know.

7 mei

2009 : gue bikin twitter
2010 : pengumuan kelulusan, 9c lulus semua
2011 : hari terbaik yang pernah gue alamin :)

they live but i can beat them!

i dont wanna let the monsters and ghosts inside me win! i will try my best to beat them and make the quiet. i will try to kill the monsters and ghosts inside me. i wanna make only Jesus live inside my heart. i wanna start a life with Jesus. God, please help me to be your child. help me to do things that make you happy.

percakapan di dalam kelas

patris : *nyanyi* aku ingin mempersuntingmu tuk yg pertama dan terakhiiir
gue : tunggu
patris : kenapa?
gue : kok lagunya gitu?
patris : lah emang kenapa?
gue : mempersunting itu bukannya ngehamilin anak orang ya?
patris & anggo : HAHAHAHAHAHA
anggo : ITU BUNTING, GOBLOK! HHAHAHAHA
patris : tin gue gak nyangka hahaha
gue : *dengan PDnya masih nanya* mempersunting itu apa dong?
patris : mempersunting itu ngelamar -_-"

kesimpulan: anak SMP emang labil

life oh life

hi humbler!! i wanna post something. actually i dont wanna talk abnt this bcause this is just sad. but i have smthng in my mind.
beberapa hari lalu amangboru jerry meninggal. karena kangker pankreas. dia blm sempet berjuang lama, uda keburu dipanggil Tuhan. pas denger beritanya gue sedih bgt.
hal itu bikin gue sadar kalo suatu hari nanti, kita pasti kehilangan orang-orang yg gue sayang. satu persatu pergi ninggalin dunia karena tugas mereka disini uda selesai. kakek-nenek gue. om tante gue. bahkan suatu hari nanti, papa mama gue bakalan pergi. dan gue harus siap saat mereka pergi nanti. lama kelamaan sepupu-sepupu juga pergi. sodara-sodara lo. temen-temen lo. orang-orang yg lo kenal. orang-orang yg lo sayang. mereka pergi ninggalin lo.
dan sampai harinya tiba dimana lo yg harus pergi ninggalin orang yg lo sayang.
berat bgt emang. tapi emang hidup kayak gini. gak bisa dihindarin. yg bisa kita lakuin cuma hidup sebaik mungkin. nikmatin setiap nafas yg Tuhan kasih. pake buat berbuat kebaikan. biar kalo saatnya tiba, dan Tuhan nanya apa aja yg uda lo buat di bumi, lo bisa jawab dgn baik.
hidup itu gak lama kok. dengan semua penderitaan dan kebahagiaan yg lo dapet, hidup sekali itu cukup kalo lo manfaatin sebaik mungkin.

the awkward between your birth and you death is called life :)

finally...

i have a dream :)

i dont have a dream

hi humbler. how r ya? it has been a really long time i didnt post. so today i wanna psot something. but first, pardon me for the bad english. still learning hehe..
so i still confuse about major i'm going to chose. is it social class? or science class? this thing go round and round in my head. i really dont know what to do.
gue mau ke ips soalnya gue suka ekonomi, trs nanti mau ke stan, trs kerja di accounting deh. enaknya ips tuh pelajarannya cuma hafalan, gampang. bukannya mau sombong, tp emang gue ga begitu kesulitan dalam menghafal. trs kalo di ips gak begitu ngabisin waktu buat belajar, jadi bisa santai dikit. uda gitu katanya lulusan stan itu gajinya gede. tapi gimana ya. gue takut nanti uda kerja eeh gataunya gajinya kecil. makanya gue gak mau mikirin gaji duliu. seberapa jumlahnya, yg penting kerjanya.
tapi gue juga mau ipa. gue suka biologi. nanti mau kuliah di jurusan bioteknologi, tp baru atma yg punya jurusan itu. trs nanti di masa depan tuh, bioteknologi dibutuhin bgt. gue gakbisa diem aja ngeliat dunai ancur. gue pingin bantuin dunia yeah. tp nilai fisika gue kurang. uda gitu kayaknya ipa tuh susah bgt. takutnya hidup gue cuma belajar aja. jadi bingung.
trs gue baru sadar. gue gak punya mimpi men! gue baru sadar sejak gue nonton Up In The Air. jadi tuh di film ada dialog yg bilang 'kenapa anak kecil suka sama atlit? karena mereka berani ngewujudin mimpi mereka' dan itu bikin gue sadar bgt! atlit tuh berani ngambil jalan yang beda. gak kayak orang kantoran yg hidupnya kayak stuck di satu tempat. gue gak mau kayak gitu. gue mau ngejer mimpi gue! tapi gue baru sadar. GUE GAK PUNYA MIMPI!! panic panic panic!
terus kalo gue punya mimpi, dan gue terlalu sibuk ngewujudin mimpi gue, sampe gue lupa utk nikmatin hidup, trs tiba2 Tuhan manggil gue sebelum mimpi gue kewujud (amit2!), terus gimana? gue hidup sia-sia?
atau mungkin, kalo mimpi gue udah kewujud, terus apa? gue harus ngapain??
well, gue baru sadar, gue kan gak punya mimpi -_-

please anybody help me to find a dream. mimpi yang pingin gue raih. because i dont have one. please tell me what to do with it

totally different :)

school is totally different now. new place, new subjects. new teachers, new tradition, new friends, new life. but i have no regret :)

i promise :')

hey dad, hey mom. how are you? i always hope that you are all fine. mom, dad, i wanna say something to you. sorry if i only type this at blog. because i'm not brave enough to say it to you.
mom, dad, thanks for everything. thanks for all the love you have given to me. thanks for give me everything. you give me love. you give me care. you give me lesson. you teach me enything. about life. about love. about everything.
mom, dad, i promise to make you happy and proud. i will always try to make you smile. i'm not gonna let you down. i really wanna see that smile on your face.
sorry, if i hurt you. sorry if i cant be perfect. sorry if i cant be what you want. but i'll try!
God, i'm begging You. dont take them before i can make them smile and proud. dont take them before i can make them happy.
mom, dad -again- thanks a million for everything! you are my everything because you give me everything :')

love,
christine

pause if you must, but dont stop!

hola world! how's life? well, everything's even harder here. you know. school, family, lovelife, popularity, and else. ya, everyhting's going harder and harder. it seems like i need a break from everything. just a little of everything. but i have to keep on, dont stop, and survive!
semangat!!!

see you next year, christmas :')

25 December 2010. 22:09 when I start to type this post. it's christmas but it's almost over. thank God my family and I can see this christmas. i hope we can see next christmas. God bless us!
and one more thing:
Merry Christmas 25 December 2010 :D